misc..timing so far has been good
The past couple of months or this year in general has been good timing. While bad health is never good timing and vehicles needing major repairs is never a good time, it has worked out well. Now that I have said it I probably have jinx it all.
My daughter falling ill, I would never ever want it actually was good timing, during the summer, she didn't miss any school. My oldest not in school able to be the big sister and the oldest, helping out as she has done.
While I had to watch what I ate and look after myself while my daughter was in the hospital my GI problems didn't flare up until she returned home. I had a hell of day yesterday one of the worse in awhile, it was bad. Since my daughter has been home my issues have resurfaced, I hate feeling like crap, I hate feeling tired, I hate all the stomach problems I hate being very very tired. It has only been a couple of days already I want my ol lifestyle back. Last month was great for me. Yet, better now home then while she was in the hospital.
Funny, I have been married now for several years. Its timing that makes some sentiments so heart touching. My daughter interviewed the spouse while she was in the hospital and I was home for a short period of time. Then she interviewed me with the same questions later. My husband loves me he really loves me and the kids. His answers were more about his wife and kids then I answered. Yet, many answers it turns out we answered the same and didn't know it, things like 3 ways to improve the world, where to vacation etc. Questions just don't discuss, it doesn't come up, but we answered the same. When my daughter read his responses I cried. I cried tears of happiness. My spouse is a wonderful spouse and dad.
My mind, emotions and physical being has been so bent around my daughter and even how crappy I have been feeling. I know it is time for my spouse. I knew, I couldn't give him the time and attention a man deserves, because my mind was so bent on my daughter. Now, my mind is better my heart is better, she has only been complaining of acid reflux, she knows its a side effect. I am now waiting for my GI problems to reside just enough for the time with him. It is time.
It is time to get back to as normal as possible. I have things to do and people to give attention too just my gut has to cooperate.
If I knew, I would have health problems I wouldn't have gotten married. If I had any idea at all, my children would have health problems like this I would have gotten my tubes tied at a very early age and not have had children. Family is family we all deal with it together. Makes us all stronger and better people.
My daughter falling ill, I would never ever want it actually was good timing, during the summer, she didn't miss any school. My oldest not in school able to be the big sister and the oldest, helping out as she has done.
While I had to watch what I ate and look after myself while my daughter was in the hospital my GI problems didn't flare up until she returned home. I had a hell of day yesterday one of the worse in awhile, it was bad. Since my daughter has been home my issues have resurfaced, I hate feeling like crap, I hate feeling tired, I hate all the stomach problems I hate being very very tired. It has only been a couple of days already I want my ol lifestyle back. Last month was great for me. Yet, better now home then while she was in the hospital.
Funny, I have been married now for several years. Its timing that makes some sentiments so heart touching. My daughter interviewed the spouse while she was in the hospital and I was home for a short period of time. Then she interviewed me with the same questions later. My husband loves me he really loves me and the kids. His answers were more about his wife and kids then I answered. Yet, many answers it turns out we answered the same and didn't know it, things like 3 ways to improve the world, where to vacation etc. Questions just don't discuss, it doesn't come up, but we answered the same. When my daughter read his responses I cried. I cried tears of happiness. My spouse is a wonderful spouse and dad.
My mind, emotions and physical being has been so bent around my daughter and even how crappy I have been feeling. I know it is time for my spouse. I knew, I couldn't give him the time and attention a man deserves, because my mind was so bent on my daughter. Now, my mind is better my heart is better, she has only been complaining of acid reflux, she knows its a side effect. I am now waiting for my GI problems to reside just enough for the time with him. It is time.
It is time to get back to as normal as possible. I have things to do and people to give attention too just my gut has to cooperate.
If I knew, I would have health problems I wouldn't have gotten married. If I had any idea at all, my children would have health problems like this I would have gotten my tubes tied at a very early age and not have had children. Family is family we all deal with it together. Makes us all stronger and better people.
posted by sporked tongue | 9:39 AM
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