mothers and daughters...lessons learned
For years I have been telling people and teachers my daughter is one of the nicest people I ever met. I have always known she had a fighting spirit, and strong will since she was under 2 months old.
I have always been told by family and strangers she was an ol soul. When she was little strangers would tell me she should be in print or tv/movies. Teachers would say "I love her" wanna take her home. She steals everyone hearts, while my youngest entertains everyone and my oldest we all live through her remembering what it was like to be her age.
Communication with her hasn't always been easy, I have always told her just how special she is and how impressed I am with her big heart.
Yesterday she learned what side effects of chemo and her medications are, but she may not get any side effects. She learned she will have to take medications for the rest of her life. She learned she will have to take chemo pill for the next five years. She learned she will have to take blood tests every two weeks for a long time. She learned her medication has increased in quanitity. She knows more uncomfortable tests are in her future. She knows she still has a lot more weight to gain back plus more. She knows what to look out for and what to tell me, then I can make note of and if needed call doctors.
When she talks about the procedures she had in the hsopital she says none of it hurt, although I know differently cause I was there and I did see or hear of tears. She has said herself its ok she has to take so many medications everyday it will keep her out of the hospital.
She doesn't complain about anything unless its really bothering her still its very quiet. She just wants the reassurance its going to be ok. I have learned my daughter young as she is, is one tough cookie, she has incrediable inner strength. Through everything she just smiles, tells everyone else its ok.
I am in so much awe of her, I never thought I would look up to one of my children as their were children. WOW! I have been blessed! She is such a wonderful person, rarely and I mean rarely gets into any kind of trouble at home, big big heart, stong will, inner strength, makes friends easily, still hugs up on me, Mom. I love her not just because its unconditional mother to duaghter love but I love the person she is.
I have always been told by family and strangers she was an ol soul. When she was little strangers would tell me she should be in print or tv/movies. Teachers would say "I love her" wanna take her home. She steals everyone hearts, while my youngest entertains everyone and my oldest we all live through her remembering what it was like to be her age.
Communication with her hasn't always been easy, I have always told her just how special she is and how impressed I am with her big heart.
Yesterday she learned what side effects of chemo and her medications are, but she may not get any side effects. She learned she will have to take medications for the rest of her life. She learned she will have to take chemo pill for the next five years. She learned she will have to take blood tests every two weeks for a long time. She learned her medication has increased in quanitity. She knows more uncomfortable tests are in her future. She knows she still has a lot more weight to gain back plus more. She knows what to look out for and what to tell me, then I can make note of and if needed call doctors.
When she talks about the procedures she had in the hsopital she says none of it hurt, although I know differently cause I was there and I did see or hear of tears. She has said herself its ok she has to take so many medications everyday it will keep her out of the hospital.
She doesn't complain about anything unless its really bothering her still its very quiet. She just wants the reassurance its going to be ok. I have learned my daughter young as she is, is one tough cookie, she has incrediable inner strength. Through everything she just smiles, tells everyone else its ok.
I am in so much awe of her, I never thought I would look up to one of my children as their were children. WOW! I have been blessed! She is such a wonderful person, rarely and I mean rarely gets into any kind of trouble at home, big big heart, stong will, inner strength, makes friends easily, still hugs up on me, Mom. I love her not just because its unconditional mother to duaghter love but I love the person she is.
posted by sporked tongue | 8:32 AM
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