misc..dammit I am anything but depressed

I am very frustrated...I hate being told my IBS is in my head or the pain I suffer is just gas. I am not under stress right now , I was true enough but I have been at ease with everything. I have GERD which the 24 hour PH test revealed, even have alittle scar from that experience.
I am just mad and frustrated. The recent flare up is taking too long to pass for me.

It is no comfort at all to do research and find out many syndromes can overlap with each other, oh great. More of its just in your head.
Man I wanna scream.

all the stupid theories , each one of them except depression for me, big fat check, kinda pissing me off. Its like saying the person is mentally weak. Saying a person is incapable of overcoming obstacles in their life manifests itself with pain.
If I am truely so mentally weak then I should be dead seriously. Then I am incapable of learning from my experiences and the ability to grow as an indivual, for me its a death sentence .
All this time I thought I was growing as a person every year. Maybe I have been wrong all this time and maybe I have multiple personalities I didn't know about.

mood: pissey, tired, in physical pain, frustrated, damn humidity ...
I just wanna take a pill and have my life back on a daily turn yearly basis, it doesn't exist because I have syndromes "there isn't anything really wrong with you" .